The little smiles.

Ahh i used to be such a good decision maker but now it seems everything i do is a mistake. Why is it so hard to change the way of thinking about one thing i have been reassured now numerous times? I just want to be able to believe in people again and not have to play abstract games and tipy toe around emotions in search for the answerim after. Maybe it’s just as simple as what im seeing. I should just accept it for what it is, as it will be in the best interest for us both. I should know and really know that change is a big thing in certain cases and it isn’t easily influenced. I’m going to say it again; it is what it is and it’s all or nothing. Spining in circles of confussion.